i almost forgot about this one

so in responce to "thanks for being an asshole"
look in the mirror. Who is the real asshole in life?
hmmmm

you are attacking me when you should be appoligizing or inquiring as to how you hurt my feelings but you can't even bring yourself to lift up the heavy phone to do that much.

So I wave goodbye to my feelings and to yours because niether seem to matter enough to me to really deal with this. although as you know I do love a good fight but really you have taught me so much. I believe finally that people do change and when they change I should just stay out of their way. You are not the same person as you were, you are not even similar you don't even REMIND me of your old self so why should I like you or be nice to you? I never made any sort of permenant agreement to care about you, or at least not one that YOU valued.

good luck on your wedding, I hope something works out for you and I hope the rings fit consider it a wedding present from me:)

maybe you can scrap together a life out of the shreds you have made and the people you have as of yet not dissappointed. I am bored of it. I was not born to be treated like shit and disregarded. When you haven't seen me for three months you don't just get on the phone for an hour and leave me in some bar. You can't have it both ways, you can't ignore me and expect me to be there for you.
And you fucking KNOW that I am the nicest smartest person you will ever meet but you want to waste that on being disrespectful?
so go and induldge yourself until you are the only one left in your fantasys. Maybe you are the same in one way, only truly nice to people who will sleep with you.

I know this was mean but its all from the place in me that once loved you. How could I be hurt if i didnt care?

--by elizabeth, new york, 05/09/2005